[8-10-13] dear random girl I met today,
I guess I’m writing to you because I forgot to ask about your favorite color and what keeps you up at night. I’m so interested in you and the way your mind works. I know we talked a lot about your friend and all but now I want to know more about you. I hope we get to talk again tomorrow and you didn’t find me “weird” or whatever.
[8-30-13] dear friend,
I really like this girl and the way she laughs. I know I talk about her a lot and it annoys everyone else but I guess you’re different. I feel like I can tell you anything and you’d never judge me. I guess that’s what makes you so special.
[9-17-13] dear infatuation,
Everything is changing for me. The truth is I find myself thinking about you more than her and I’m starting to think that she doesn’t want me but maybe you could, maybe I would feel just as safe in your arms. Its scary because I don’t even know how you feel about me but I know how you feel about him. How can I even compete with that? I can’t stop thinking about kissing you and it hurts. I can’t stop thinking about you kissing him and it hurts even more.
[10-29-13] dear crush,
I’m totally going to ask you out ugh what if you say no? Trying to think of a way to ask you out that you can’t possibly say no to. Why are all my ideas so cheesy? Wow I really suck at this.
[11-2-13] dear girlfriend,
I’m probably the biggest cheese ball of all time but it worked. I’m so happy for once. I didn’t even think I could be this happy.
[2-14-14] dear you,
I thought Valentines day was suppose to be a special day? We are such a mess. Somehow I still think you just want payback from when I left. Why is it that every time I look at your page I see his name? Do you think its okay to send him those hearts? Yeah well my heart is ripped in half and you’re asking what’s wrong with the blood still on your hands.
[2-20-14] dear love,
God I love you. After everything I still love you and I don’t know if I will ever forget but I’m trying to forgive you for telling him you love him. Its okay because even if I’m reminded of it I won’t tell you when it hurts. I love you.
[4-4-14] dear love of my life,
I can’t be more happy with my life and I don’t even know why you love me so much, you’re everything. Please spend forever with me like you said you would, that’s all I want. Just you and me babe.
[7-13-14] dear whatever we are now,
I hope this isn’t the end. I still love you but God he must be something special if you still have feelings for him. I’ll wait for you just come back. I don’t know how to be okay with losing something I want for the rest of my life.
[8-15-14] dear friend,
I know, just friends, that’s all you want now but I’m still trying to figure out how to be just friends with someone that I love more than life.